Do I have commitment phobia?

Ok so I like this girl and she knows I like her and she likes me too but I mean I wanna kiss her but I just don't wanna go out with her or any one because idk why but I also get jealous when she moves on, and I still talk to her even though were like miles away , so idk it just sounded like I hav commitment phobia , I also don't say ily and when ido Ibearly mean it