Omg ineed help. am i really only obsessed with di**'s?

i am a sophomore in high school nd i am gay, ihad sex alot nd i am really good at it but then my boyfriend i mmean my ex boyfriend said that ionly wanted him for his umm manly stick anyways yeah so we broke up but ilike him alot nd ithink the onl reason why he broke up wih me is because he was straight b4 he came to me and ithink he i just confused, he wears the pants in the relationship well ishud say wore he pants anyway ilike himand he has been calling me but then hanging up ineed help wat shud ido??